pickles
November 20, 2024 at 3:12:36 AM
https://youtu.be/_oUbILlEnrU?si=A2I7aZ3kQ6iyy4Ki
i’m really glad you enjoyed the music i’ve sent over and oh what a coincidence! i heard the song and it had reminded me of you actually so i had thought, well why not add it in? i’m glad you’ve been at the very least hanging on. better than nothing! it’s been the same for me. becoming accustomed to some changes in my life.
as for who i am. it may be for the best that i remain under a funny alias rather than reveal that. that might just seem idiotic. i think our new selves deserve separation among anonymity online from our history in order to not necessarily start anew but to show there’s someone out there who still deeply cares for you, and always will regardless of the passage of time, or how obscure we both become from our selves as we first met. as embarrassingly sentimental as that might sound coming from an unknown acquaintance, i do believe in reason. i believe there’s a reason i come back to wonder who you are in the present. though i’m not sure why.
i’m sounding like a deluded psycho on the loose now. i never know when to end a rambling. hopefully i’m not raising your brow too much at this point.
Replied on: November 20, 2024 at 6:00:42 AM
I totally understand, re your desire for anonymity. I cant say im not caught a bit off-guard by your messages, but i really don't mind (this is also partly in reply to your added message, lol)! ahh, i have a lot of terribly loose ends with people. I hope wherever we left off wasn't too bad. Not that you have to respond to that of course, just thinking aloud here, haha. I greatly appreciate the sentiment, so please know that i take what you've said to heart, and if im being honest it all makes me a bit emotional. This is kind of a long winded way to say that i appreciate it, really truly i do. You mention our history, and whatever it was, im sure i think of you just as much.
Side note: another great song. Thank you thank you! A tear in my eye............... send as much music, or recipes, or whatever you'd like, whenever you like. My guestbook is always open. Wishing you well!
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